One Love For Chi.. Always!

namaste my one love family. sorry for the hiatus. life has thrown a few more curve balls – cause that’s when you get kicked, when your already down. besides being in the midst of a nasty divorce and losing everything, i am still here. it’s actually a blessing to purge all the ugliness and negativity out of my life. to become empty allows me to be filled with all the good.

most importantly, let me talk about dai. he is alive and kicking. my beast of a man. being honored enough to take care of him is like watching a miracle everyday. to watch him hold on and fight when most would have thrown in the towel. when i start to worry about things i cannot control, i remember who i am dealing with. dai has never done anything in his life without purpose. a higher purpose. even though i don’t know what the reason is behind this accident, dai has his reason and it will be known in his time. we have started dai on Dr. DeFina’s protocol. the first step was weening him off any sedatives that were keeping him comotose. he has had a few episodes being off them, but they are not nearly as bad as they were. today i will be calling dr. nguyen, who continues to be a blessing, for the first new med we are starting him on. i am a bit apprehensive about starting dai on stimulating meds because he is having a slight reaction to being entirely off the other stuff, but i feel like that this is the road we are meant to take that will help dai. what is wonderful is that now he is off the sleepy shit, he is much more aware and awake. he wants to wake up and go. it’s been great getting dai up and out now that the weather is beautiful. i have an apartment next to dai now so i can kidnap him and take him to my place so we can listen to our muzak, pink floyd, iron maiden and such. no offense mom, but if dai has to listen to taylor swift one more time…

a high note for dai was having his buddies from dredg over a few weeks ago. what great guys. it has been awhile since dai had some company besides my usual meathead, mom and steph. he loved it. and they were so cool, talking right to him. some people that have seen dai don’t know quite how to react. dai was very animated and was trying to get up that night. i think it was motivating for him to be reminded of what he has to come back to. and it was an honor to meet them. thanks for coming guys, hope to see you again soon. my door is always open. love and respect.

oh yea, people, support our bands. the ipod is killing our bands. the good ones will cease to be if we don’t show some love. we will be left in a pop nation. buy cd’s, go to shows. you would miss the good music if it was gone.

much love and respect,
mae

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